Ever feel like you’re not moving forward in your life? I do. Recently… a lot. So what do I try to do? Get unstuck. Get busy. Start doing something. Anything. I’ve equated being stuck with being lazy.
But the reason we’re stuck is seldom because of a lack of activity. In fact, in that frame of […]

Grateful is my heart for all the support I have right now in my life. A husband who has stepped in to lovingly provide financially. Friends that nurture and accept. Abundance that flows in ways I don’t understand. A child who mirrors my every vibration.
I feel myself to be in the arms of an angel… […]

Up at 4 am to write my ‘morning pages’. I couldn’t write fast enough. Words just pouring out. Heart racing. Why the need to constantly produce the next project? It’s like I finish one thing and already I’m creating the next. Why can’t I just stand still? I kept asking this question.
And finally on the […]

Today, I begin the book The Artist’s Way — A Spiritual Path to Higher Creativity by Julia Cameron. I read this book almost a decade ago. Recently, a voice inside nudged me to read it again. Two nights ago I pulled it off the shelf into plain view. It was tempting, but not quite. Today, […]

I’ve been asking the question, “What next?” and I keep hearing, “Don’t go back. Whatever you do, don’t go back.” I hate to this say but that isn’t helping me. Why is it that the activities that normally inspire me haven’t been lately and the paying work that normally flows to me seems to be […]

Today I light a candle for Zat. May he know that there are no ‘accidents’ just the Universe providing exactly what we need, always in perfect order, seldom as we expect but, in hindsight, often our greatest gift.

“Me can’t say that”… “Me not”… “Me can’t do dat.”
My heart drops as I hear these words out of Hanna’s mouth. I realize I cannot insulate my curious and spirited little girl from the human construct of limitation. She’s only two and a bit, and she’s already decided she can’t do certain things. As I […]

I stand in my nakedness and ask, Who am I? Who am I when I’m not my accomplishments, my job title, my tribal roles or my to-do list?
Who am I at my core? When nobody else is looking? When no-thing else matters? I create this blog as a natural shedding of external circumstances and events […]